Wednesday, July 13, 2005
COUCH POTATO
For the whole of today i watched tear jacker korean drama "GLASS SHOES". Indeed, i sat on my couch, watched from 11am until 8pm. NON STOP. I was out of my mind, and though the show was too draggy, i just HAD to know the plot. Not to mention i found another cutie in the show. heh i'll post his pic up tomorrow. I wasn't crying as much as yijia predicted i should, but i did cry during the 1st few cds and the last few cds. Just 3 more discs to completion. I feel lousy today, not because i watched tv all day, but because i was remembered of the "1 month to 19" quote, from many of my friends.
My family fortune teller said i'll settle down and start studying this year, which so far yes i have been consciously working towards, and that i'll meet my benefactor cum life saver, which i did as well. I'm not a person who is so into superstitious things but i believe all things happen for a reason. Still, i can't bring myself to the prophecy that i have 1 month to get a bf. hah ridiculous indeed. you know what? when i told my parents they were rolling on the floor. practically. i think it's time to cut down on "gorgeous men" related stuff, coz' it's really gotten me thinking hard.
MY ASPIRATIONS
I had another life aspiration talk with my parents tonight. When i communicate, and i mean we really sit down, have a nice long chat about everything, i feel at ease. Not only do i feel happiness, i also feel safe and grateful for everything i have. My parents have finally come to a decision, which is to grant my wish to study and pursue my life in japan. I so was thrilled! however, i need to complete my basic japanese foundation here in singapore, within the 2 years i have left till graduation. Just you see, i'll make it.
Now my goal is set, i have no more worries and doubts about my life. Whether i graduate with merit or no merit, i shall do my best to study another culture, another kind of life and breaking through communication barriers. Nothing is impossible in this world. I really wish 1 day after i meet my goals i can provide everything for my parents. It's about time i carry out my actions instead of planning any further.
From now on, i'll be counting to my 25th birthday. I hope i will be where i want to be, in 6 years. As my folks say :
Society looks at not only your degree cert, they also want multi talented people. With additional skills, additional certs, it can do you no harm but provide you a better future.
Thanks ma, pa, loveeeee ya~
p.s: to the scary beetle behind my back which i have been peeping every 5 secs to see if it has moved, pls do not bother me and start buzzing around like mad. i'll go mad instead. just stay there k?
*chu*
Vuitton pen, 7/13/2005 11:23:00 PM.
